Today ( a weird kind of day )
I awoke at 7 , an hour before my usual getting -up time, this morning...eventho I was up very late. It was almost 2:00 AM before I found sleep last night!
We recently bought a new bedding set and , tho, it suits my husband fine- I hate it! The mattress is much too soft and I have the feeling of drowning or smothering in a pile of cotton from the moment I lie down to sleep! I awake hurting all over-totally unrested!
I can get a better nap, lying on the couch during the day than I ever do at night! Funny thing is- this was a very expensive bed set! So -what am I to do? I'm thinking of setting up my own bed in there-if I can make room for one...buying a mattress of my choice! I need rest!!! :(
I don't know what's going on with me...just normal changes, I guess. Anniversary and birthday around the corner and I have this feeling of time slipping away. All those years passed...and ... looking forward I have to know there are not that many years in our future for Charles and me- for us separately - or for us together!
Lol- The only good part of my birthday coming up is that I will be able to be on Medicare!
(Good!!-I have been without ANY health ins. for awhile now)
Today I find it hard to move myself along...mentally or physically!
A few years back I had this horrible attack of something finally given the name of Neuropathy. I was unable to do anything except sit for over 3 months. For that long time I was unable to sleep in my bed, had to sleep in a chair for all that time...The worst pain I have ever endured in my life. I have a bit of that feeling in my legs today. Have this heaviness... and it seems necessary to put extra effort into just making my legs work to move me from one spot to the next! But the searing pain and the electric shock feeling is not present-so- hopefully it is not the Neuropathy again!
(" If so- someone please, just shoot me!" < ------- , says Junie, half jokingly!! )
The most enjoyable times I have these days-and nights- are my music listens. Last night I again played 'Moody Blues' a greatest hits collection - and ended the evening- Very late- with George Martin's-'In My Life! ' I got this one this past Christmas and have enjoyed it so very much!
The music - the highlight of my life at this time!
I need to go shopping but will I make it?
...If not we will just have to fake it at dinner time -Lol- I always have cans of soup to open!
Sorry- but if I can't complain to my blog- who CAN I go to?
Not to worry- Tomorrow is another day! :)